If you don’t fucking want me then fine. Not going to sit here & figure out why you don’t. No matter how much I try, if it’s not meant to be it won’t happen. Can’t wait forever, can’t wait for you to change. If you really wanted something..excuses would be put away. It calms my heart knowing that no matter what I STILL HAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP.
Little by little I’m getting over it. Not the feelings part because those will always be there unconditionally, I mean getting over what we could’ve had..what we could’ve been. Besides all the times he’s fucked up, attitude is what has been irritating me. Like how can act so rude, careless, and immature.
If I really think about it I’m not kissing anything! Yes, he’s my best friend but by the looks of it.. He really doesn’t have what it takes. He’s not very ambitious in school. Doesn’t have or want a job anyone soon( yes still getting money from his parents) Doesn’t know how to do things for himself. And doesn’t take anything seriously in general. Says a lot about a guy right?
Interested in seeing what happens in the future, good or bad, but for now FRIENDS is the best choice. I can only assure one thing… No girl will ever compare to me and what US have. 👊